dance free...my own way

dAncing has been a part of my life....
n now i'm getting more busy wid those fun assignment
n i neglect it...i'm goin to stand my feet on the dancing stage again..
n carry on wid tis both important thing i my life....
first my interior course second dancing..
i don care how hard is it gonna be...
but i wan to do it...
i think i'm goin back to my belly dance ...
to maintain all those movement i learnt from my teacher...
=]....

its been a while we been aparted.
i felt empty inside my heart...
i don used to those days without u..
wat u hav promised me b4 my colege start its been running in my head....
n no matter how hard is it again...i stil gonna continue it..
cuz i hav no choice...
i noe is difficult for u to do so...
i really understand ur feeling..
may the god bless....hmmm..
i handed it to the god...
no matter how i try n try i jus cant say goodbye to tis feelings..
cuz i alreday used to it..
it part of my life...lik dancing...
is one of those important thing in my life...
n tat describe my feelings to u....
i jus cant get rid of it..can u?
i jus wna to know it...

well..
is the time for my class..
got to go...muax..

ages for a blog.

hi guys..
its been a freaking long time i din update..
sry sry sry..cuz is kinda hard to apply internet in setia alam...
hehehe...
so now i'm in college life...
to me i feel lik everything is new new new....
frenz school teachers...n all those stuff..
seriously gonna start all over again ...lik wat we did if school reopen..
ish la.
i hate tta kind of feeling...but is a un to makes fren from all kind of state..
i hav sabah,penang,indo,muar,pahang,perak,johor n all kinds of places...
is kinda cool..first i thought i might be bored man if is NEW....
after i get long wid them...they seems to be crazy lik me in high sch...seriously fun...hahha
n i'm the one who will bring everyone laugh out their ass in english class...
hahah
even the lecturer .....
lol...sounds so crazy....
wehn i get more to them ...den i photo them up n describe how they r...hahhahah...
the english class wan nice.....hahahaha....
but a lot of assignment to do...seriously loads...
but i enjoy the busyness of it..hahah..work in team n all those crazy stuff..
i'm staying in the apartment tat very near to my sch...
hehehehe...i thought i might not used to the fren i'm having now..n the apartment also...cuz i'm sharing room....but its the oppposite way...
so yi ling is growing to be independent..hahaha...
so let it be... i wish i could handle most of the thing myself....
n all those materials for interior design is kinda expensive...
n i don noe wat the heck is tat man...
so i jus follow sarene n hui ying from sabah n penang...
or not jus asked our senior lo..hehehehe....
life here is ok ...hahaha...n i hav freedom man...lol..
tis is wat i was asking for..
hahaha=]
sarene is kinda crazy lik me after i make her to be herself...hahhaha
the whole class was lik only thirteen of us...
lol..
very very small amount...
hehehe....only 3 guys...
but i only get close to xiang...cuz he is the nan ren....
he is funny n all tat la...
hahhaa...cool cool...
k la...got to go...
tmr class is 9 pm is goin to be 2 now...
ciaoz!!~~~ muax

all the while is jus a dream

i dreamt him for the second time..
see..how much i miss him...
not in pysically..is mentally...
i jus cant describe how does it feel lik...
when i woke up from the dream..
i really don noe wat to do..
it started happily n ended sadly..
tis is why i woke up in the night...
seeing thing in black n white..
n i was awake the whole night..
n thinking wide...
how could i wish wat i wish really come true one day later...
n to satisfied me is as easy as abc..
i jus wan u to look behind n take a look on me...
n tats the abc i'm talking bout...
i admit tat in the past we started too fast..
n i'm stil in form 4...n life changes after u left..
tat i don hav the time to spend wid u..
but now u found ur betterhalf...
tat i aslo wish tat really complete ur life..
is kinda happy to see ur blog fill wid happiness
n tat is wat i reallly wish for u..anything
sumone says tat to see the sumone u love is more happy den anything..
now i really do believe tat...all i can say is i miss him..
only missing...not trying to get back anything...

i enjoy the missing..lol..
all the while is jus a dream
all things will become sweetest memories..
i promise...tis is the most i appreciate after my family n frenz..
n now...i really knew lay kiam n mei xiang feeling...
single is better den double..
well, i'm enjoying so don disturb me..hahaha
not lik zhe ling...love is pouring her since last year...lol
not one tat cures her sadness for her first love..
here is jean to cure her..
omg!!!..she is so dam freaking in love lo..
well as a best friend..
of cuz i'm happy for her...
lol...
er...their sweetness can make me to diabetes..
sumore is third stage wan...
hahah...tat means is hard to cure..lik their loving..'errrrr'
hahah...karen n sharon took accountant...
sharon take acc...stil ok la..hahha..
but come on lay kiam man..
i think mx haven get this news..
if not her mouth gonna open lik few metres..hahaha
she told me b4 she die also wont take tis course de
miracles happen sometimes...
end of story=]


p/s: the height of a guy is important for me..=S

sweet pie

hmmm....
sry for late updates
cuz again n again n again of my stupid comp...
lol...ish la...
lets start on the undang day man....omg..
i dam fucking sui man.....
i saw someone tat i really don wan to see him my whole life...
luckily he know himself well tat he didnt sat beside me..if not world war 3 gonna happen...=]
so i'm kinda frustrated tat day...long pants for undang..wah lau..i packed my onli one long pants in a huge bag cuz i'm shifting next week..so i gotto tak it all out again..wtf!..fine...reach ther saw 'sumone'...fine...
no frens...fine...
n now i nit a pen....don hav...fine again
ish la...den the better 1 came...hahaha...
i get to know one new frens named ming ke...
she is sweet...=]..
she is my alert pill for tat whole undang thingy..
thanks ming ke..good job!..=]
hahahhahaha...den....
next..
new year eve...dam man,...
i nit to beg my bro to bring me for countdown..ahahaha...
actually i no nit to do so..
cuz my mum rasuah him..lol..
so is a mus for him...=]
we planned to gopyramid at first...
den my bro ring me up tat we goin to the curve....fine den..is stil gonna do wid countdown right..den ok lo....
den mana tau he fetch us to pyramid...lolnya...
well i saw a lot of friends ther...
er..first i saw is huat , desmond, alan lok , davis tan, wendy sing how n siok..n den stil got....i don noe la..
i noe i saw a lot of ppl ther onli...
omg...is lik dam big party dey...
my fren names chun kit...bought a box of the spray to hav fun over ther..
manatau reached ther tat time got police checking for the spraying thingy...sum got rampas...
manatau we so dam smart.....hide it beside the plant in front of cocobanana..
den the first the spray me is a unknown i don noe him...n i kena..
so i go back to my couz n take two tin of snow spray...n he kena lik shit...lol..
hahahhahaha..=]...play lik curazy...
den i saw sing how...
i don wna spray him de....den i din cal him lo..
manatau walk walk walk he saw me...den i kena..den when i stand up den he kena from me kau kau...
his fren cant chase me..haha...cuz i ran dam fast.lol...
nenenipupu....hahaha....den end up in kfc..hahaha,....
a lot of leng lui man...seriously...leng lui too much de..lol..
if i go thecurve den i will meet calvin n yong le n ah chuan n few of my frens ther
den next is
bbt shopping wid mum n dad....
hehehe..
i bought three t shirt n a pair of earring...
n i spend my mum money 55 on tat day...=]..
kinda happy..den my dad reach later if not i would buy more things..hahaha...
hahaha...i wnana get one slipper in bbt man...i lik it so much..if my dad wasnt in a hurry to new hoouse den i can buy de lo....n my dad almost buy a guess watch for me...is almost man...cuz of a stupid ring from his phone....ish the ppl who ring up my dad..!!!!!! i hate u!...blek...
nvm....fine..den i went to my new house...everything was ok...jus the colour..but stil okla...
i lik the dining room fan...so special ..hahaha....2 in 1 fan n light....lazy to upload the photos..
hahah..a lot of things la...aiya..lazy to type also..
n den...i knew sumone tat is pretty n kind n sweet....nshe's my couz betterhalf..=]..
i chat wid he so long in msn...hahahaha.....we share...[sharing is caring] right??..lol...
cant tel u guys wat we chat...=]...secret....hahahaha....
sad news is she gonna further her studies to s'pore..
it means lesser time to chat wid tis sweet gal...hmm...
she is pretty tat i can say...n we hav the same thinkign eeverytime..lol...haha...
sry my couz..[u noe who u r n i know tat u wont view my blog]
lolz....i wanna go s'pore too..to further my studies..tats my first destination for college..
parents opinion too..heheh..
the next destination..is gonna go sungei wang wid bro tis sat for shopping purpose
i love shopping i love shopping...heheheh....
yeppi....
k la...lazy to type de....

p/s:yl gonna miss u n our chating! =]

coco n the banana..=]

sorry guys for the late post.....
well let start with the christmas eve day..
haha.....my bro n i n few of his fren went to pyramid for de countdown...
lol...is mountain people mountain sea...over ther..seriously....OMG!..
i'm lik squishing into one to another n zhi er is lik so small size i hold her n start sqiushing..hahahah
i first step i stepped on the sunway floor i already saw teck qing...
he started to spray me...but sad news he miss q...lol....i'm lucky~!@
den later walk walk walk i mean squish squish squish den arrived a place which we can stop n plan sumthing....lol.....
while walking dam lots of ppl spraying me n zhi er...lol....
n is lik snow man....
zhi er kena the worst wan...
den i saw alan lok...
anywher i go i sure saw him wan....lol...
n continue by desmond...n bla bla bla....hahaha...
after very long time playing spraying thingy is so dam fun...
den later our group went in to coco banana....while is a nice place for dancing...
i love it...but my bro don let me in on new year eve...
so fine n den ...hehehehe...knew few frenz over ther when spraying n dancing...
lol...some one wants me to smoke man....he showed me the cigarette box..
n i say no...den he asked me to drink....hello i don really noe u...i drink it den i'm stupid...
i keep on saying no thanks no thanks..hahha den i run for my life n find for my group...=]
gonna go the same place on new year eve....=p
so if u guys wanna meet me den see u guys ther la ha...hahaha

the new start.

well....
tmr i'm gonna work..
yet i'm stil facing this comp..
so i'm quite nervous...
i don noe wat should i do...
lol wat eva...jus one step at the time...
hahahah no nit to rush..=]...
today morning my family n i went to setia alam area
today our breakfast...
nothing much...so we planed to go to our new house n hav a look..
well i'm quite satisfied wid my room...but i feel when the furniture were place is gonna be kinda pek in the room...but i ok la...
ntg to comment much bout tis...even the colour i order is not the colour of my room..
well nvm i stil take it..cuz i cant leave it...hahhhaha...
is pink in colour...
even my furniture is pink...
is pinkish around my room..hahahhaa....
pic will be up soon my pinkish room
i'm bored man...ish la...
lots of thing bothering me nowadays..
first is bout continuing studies...
i wan i wan i wan....to continue my studies...
the prob is i don noe wat i wan to study...
i think most of my fren start college on jan already...
i'm kinda slow...lol...
but i feel tat most of them r facing this prob...
ish la...well my decision is work den onli study..but not for a long moment...sumthing lik half year...=]
i miss school so much man...seriously....haiz....
so i plan to go for the gathering...cuz i miss them so much...
er...i'm arraging my timetable...so guys don worry....


p/s: i'll try me best guys....n i miss boon hong so much...hearts u guys! muax.. u noe who 'u guys' r..(don perasan)

multi purpose =]

while i'm waiting for my daddy to fetch me for swimming n interview for jobs...
den i blog while waiting....
is kinda bored today ...ntg much happen...
n i miss my high school fren....i really miss them lik..........arghh.......i don noe how to describe...
ish la..don lik tis kind of feeling man....haiz...
about the gathering for acmarians which is for the same batch as me..{is my speling for batch correct}.
i don noe i can make it o not......
i wish tat i can make it...cuz even our pri. frenz might be goin also....
n wide smile for this ''i'm gonna shift new house soon''...
i think is before cny...er..party n open house will be up...i'll inform u guys k...
chirstmas is next....a lot of ppl asking me out...but gathering is on 26 dec...
so ..sorry guys i cant make it......
next is i wan a nw purse!!!!!!!!
i cant find da purse tat makes me satisfied....
so if u guys hav any goodies for purse n so inform me.....
futhermore.....i think i'm goin back for my belly class in steps....cuz i miss it everyday...
so i think jan. i'm gonna go back......
belly fren i'm back!..so guys stay tuned.....don turn channel...lol..
the important point for tis blog is......
i'm not the one u finding for......u miss it u let it go n now u regret...so i wan to tel i don wna to be wid anyone now..i jus wan to go on wid my freedom life now....
so jus understand thelight blue colour phrase n stop ur messages for me or even cals....
sorry if i hurt u guys....but i really don wan to be in any status except single....
u r staying in the past n i'm goin fast is ur personal prob...don blame it on me....
i'm nothgin gonna do in ur life...so jus fuck off n stop stupid phrases tat makes me off!!!!!
wat is not fair bout tat.......u hav ur own life i hav mind......i walk on my own palf n walk on ur own..so plz understand here if u r seeing tis...u noe who u r....
only for one ppl for this phrase@..k not for others