ENVY

i'm so envy bout my both tis frenz...
ishness la....y cant my luck just be lik them le....
wat should i do??....their action reminds me of my last relationship..
but tis definitely cant blame it on them la...i'm so happy tat she told me wid her own mouth...
haha.....i almost cry out tis afternoon...i wish too....but den a lot of ppl around me....
my tears r shy....i cant do anything jus stand wid tat tears...n cry it out one day...
everyone beside me is so happy with their love ones......i see all of them sitting all around me..
n me...i'm sad with my love ones....tis kind of feeling u all wont get to know...k....n u guys don wan to noe it anyway...i told u guys b4....forgive n take is always in the love poem..our relationsihip is jus lik a love poem...n i wish to all u guys wont get tis kind of feelings......tis is dam suffering to tel u guys.......i noe u guys don hav the time to care bout me....as wat i say i'm not lucky....happy thing come n go....sad thing is always be ther wid me....wish tat my 2008 life wont continue lik tis...i noe i'm goin to handle wid it with the right ways...i noe u guys do care bout me much.....but den don ask me not to cry i will cry more with tat words goin on to my ears....once he told me not to cry....but i stil cry...i promise him i'm not goin to cry....but den the feelin is so hard to accept....u guys don noe well..kb,wy,sl,lf,ro, n hl.....u guys should appreciate each other well n love each other...these r the guys who r wid me tis afternoon....except hl n wy...u all always noe i get emo easily..everyone around me r having the better half beside them....i noe i hav to put down all my past n easily.....i also can't even read myslef properly....i don wan the life i'm having now...i don wan to stay alone...everyone for the new one..guys don worry bout me ..i do really noe wat u guys r saying tis for....i noe u all wan me to be a happy nut as wat i'm always being....but happy nuts sum time do down for a moment...it wont be long n don worry bout me.....u guys more worry i get more butterfly in my stomach...n question marks are all around my head....is a mus to ans all tis quest....i promise i will be happy k...seriously i do...cuz the most important thing in my life is frenz n family.....n studies too!!....love u guys till max....share wid me wat r u all in question marks...i will help if i can do it the best... lf n sl....i'm happy n glad to tat k......wish u guys all the best n love to the world end...muax!
n my pet bro.....don let her climb to ur head k...i noe its hard...but its for ur own good...=p..